Surprises!

Some of the things that surprises you about grief are all the things that you remember.  You know you aren't supposed to ask why or question what has happened. You just know that this is your new reality. You move thru the minutes, hours and days and think wow I think I made a whole day and didn't cry and then you do. Your surprised that your still breathing, that some how your still moving thru all this. Somehow you actually didn't stop too. 

Your surprised that for some reason you have not lost your mind or this does not consume you. But then you look around and wonder how is everyone else moving and functioning like the whole world hasn't tilted on it's axis. Clearly they can see it just as you do. Then you realize this is your pain your families pain. Then that's a whole other ball of mess no one wants to deal with. 

People say with time this will get easier.....that's what they say. 

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